Delusions, Lies and Self-Deception π€ͺ A modern Problem
Good Day to you Sir Reader,
in this fine little Print we are going to Talk about a BIG problem in our current Society:
Mass Delusion
There is an increasing number of People trying very hard to convince themselves that they are the opposite of what they really are namely: lazy, cringe, insane, pathetic no-life losers without any meaningful project or future… SO:
one might ask:
Wouldn’t it make purfect sense for them to go about it like that ( completely deluding themselves )… If they are just bad Things or mostly just bad Things / Character traits anyways
well: Yes and No
We wrote about the whole “hotel room” situation Stuff but in the End “People”-> Half-Animals hurt themselves even more because they would just add to the pile of crap making it even more smelly, more rotten and way harder to deal with which will result in an increased use of drugs just amplifying their many Problems ( issues ) in the End.
My mother ( I spend years observing her crazy behaviour ) has done this all her Life and now she is very bitter and completely “checked out” even though she tries very hard to portray an opposite Picture…
It’s absolutely insane how she is acting all happy when People are around but her Psychy is such a mess and she is in such deep Psychosis / Denial that it would make the Joker ( Batman ) look like the most grounded, sane Person in the Universe.
It’s kinda sad how someone like her, who basically got everything that she ever wanted and treated herself to Stuff left and right while “not having money” for Stuff her Kids needed…
…can actually feel that she deserved all of the many things she bought / did for herself and that she didn’t do anything wrong and she basically believes that:
she is some sort of saint but in reality she is truely the most evil, super lazy scumbag i have ever encountered and I’m NOT strict by any means and am basically too lenient ( annoying good People trait )
so:
It is true that some People can convince themselves that everything is the other way around and that they are the opposite of horrible People and actually carry that into the World but even her massiv use of drugs like meth and alcohol can not numb her enough to the truth that is now destroying her from the inside
She still tries hard to shove it away and busy herself to not having to Face the Truth but:
it’s too late and she knows it and now she does what every old narcissist does: withdraw and doing the whole “lalalala-Finger in Ears bit” and acting like an innocent old Lady with ungrateful Kids…
simply utterly disgusting behaviour and at least deep down she knows it but will NEVER admit to it; not even to herself because she spend her whole Life convincing herself of the opposite of the truth and it basically has become her whole Life: a big fat Lie
Generally it’s People who chose the bad Path and at a certain point notice that it was a mistake and then they double down by trying to project it all away and basically go the classic Narc gaslighting and reverse-gaslighting Route just like my “”Mother”” did but to such an extreme that it’s just baffling how someone can be so evil and make themselves so crazy to actually believe the lies she has brainwashed herself to believe and to a degree the poor People in her environment
Now:
currently ALOT of People are doing the same Thing and it aint just the media telling People to “go for it gurl” or generally put: false re-enforcement of very ill believes and the whole MC ( Main Character ) bit…
NAH
It’s people who damn well know what they did and at a certain point it was simply “too late” to turn Things around so they doubled down hoping to completely brainwash themselves into believing that they aren’t horrible, no-life, insane, evil losers but the exact opposite
btw: There is no use arguing with these Nutcases because they WOULD rather kill themselves than admit to anything
Case Closed
Sarabyte